well i haven't updated and now this is the time to pour everything thats going on in my mind im talking to my nigga azim im about the shit thats going on with me and it makes me feel mad sad it's like i know my baby sis gon be ok but for some reason my eyes think different i will die for her and thats some deep shit i never said shit like that about anybody else but i would die for her and i mean shit i would take the bullet instead of her then my ex comes in the picture talking dumb shit and within this week i bet my ex is going to like seriously make my day hell and i understand why but damn don't do all this shit to me at once i'm losing people one by one then getting bout 1 or 2 more friends im moving and im starting my new life the only 3 people that is going with me into my new life is azim stephon and latoya they the only ones who kept it real with me and when anything went on they stayed there with me shit we like fam cept we don't even live near each other they like my fam and i got love for my niggas and hopefully my new life will also bring a girly :) -winks at toya- that made me smile but yeah that's all i can think about is my lil sis :(